repress:

in a constant battle between

• disliking everyone vs. wanting a social life
• wanting to feel something vs. not wanting to get hurt
• feeling like i’m wasting my life vs. feeling like i should enjoy this leisurely time
• loving myself as a person vs. thinking i need a lot of work
• wanting to move…

I’m constantly overthinking situations or past events so much so that sometimes I even worry about them in my sleep (= a drained & irritable Paula).

I’m always joking about being “forever alone” but deep down I worry this will be true. Sometimes I’m overly conscious about the idea of karma. And sometimes this can be the reason why I think I’ll end up alone.

xcopy:

home is where the wi-fi is.

(via fuckyeahloldemort)